Every year when Angela puts together her Thankful
Authors event, I sit down and try to think what I am most thankful for in the past year. My
family, my freedom, my country – those things are givens.
But for 2019 I had to dig deep.
2019 was a hard year for me professionally, personally, and
physically.
Professionally, I was dropped by my new publisher in the
middle of a book series due to slumping sales and low readership. While I can’t
blame them for it – no business wants to back something and then not see a
return on their investment – I was saddened, and I’ll admit embarrassed, at
being so categorically and publicly dumped.
Personally, my aging parents continue to, well…age, and bring with that all the
problems and complaints specific to the infirm elderly with them. I am an only
child and therefore their sole caretaker and advocate. I need to take them
places now because they don’t drive, can’t be waiting for buses in the winter
cold and can’t afford taxis to take them to weekly doctor appointments or even
grocery shopping. My mother fell and broke her hip last year and every movement
she makes worries me because I am afraid she will fall again. They live about
25 miles from me, so I need to set aside one entire day every week to get them
where they need to be. I’m not complaining, even though it may sound as if I
am. They want to remain in their own home for as long as they can live somewhat
independently and I will not take that away from them.
On the physical side I had rotator cuff surgery combined
with a bicep muscle and tendon repair in august and am still –slowly-
rehabbing. The loss of independence for 4-6 weeks was truly awful. The pain
from the surgery is still present and because of my age may take up to a year
to heal. Coupled with that is the fact I can’t exercise like I should due to
the injury and a concomitant weight gain because I can’t is making it worse.
So, the question begs itself, what am I thankful for this
year?
Looking at the big picture, it wasn’t as difficult as I
thought it would be to figure that out.
Professionally, I still have one very faithful publisher in
the Wild Rose Press for whom I have three new books coming out soon. Being
publisher orphaned forced me to do something I had fought doing for years: self
publish. I continued the series, only went indie and self pubbed it myself. I
would never have explored that otherwise.
Personally, I am grateful that even thought my parents are
aging, they are still with me. They may be slower and less able to do what
they’d like, but they are present, able to care for themselves for the most
part, and can live in their own home. In this day and age, that’s huge.
Physically, while I still have the operative pain, it is nowhere
near as bad as the preoperative pain was, plus I can move my arm so much better
now that I could before the surgery, so again, that’s huge.
As we go into 2020, the promise of a new decade makes me
thankful I live in a time where we are free citizens, have all the freedoms
afforded a citizen of the US and can still live our lives, well….freely.
Media kit for It’s a Trust Thing
Author: Peggy Jaeger
Pub date 11.1.19, exclusive to Kindle and KU
Self-Published
Genre: romance, contemporary romance, Rom Com, Women’s
fiction
Blurb
Nell Newbery has trust issues. It’s hard to trust when
you’re the daughter of a fallen financial scion who bilked people out of
billions. Nell’s done everything in her power to keep away from men who see her
as their ticket to fortune and fame. All she wants to do is run her
ultra-successful business, HELPFUL HUNKS, in peace.
But it wouldn’t hurt to find a guy who doesn’t know a thing
about her father’s felonious past; one she can give her heart to and trust it
won’t come back to her battered, bruised, and broken.
Is Charlie Churchill that guy? On the surface he seems
perfect, all polished manners and quiet mirth. Nell’s convinced he knows
nothing about her, other than she likes superhero movies and views junk food as
a food group.
Can she trust him to be what he appears to be? Or is he just
pretending?
For Nell, trust is everything in life…and in love.
Excerpt
He
opened the passenger door for me and I got in.
“You
never answered me,” he said when I was seated. “Would you like to do this
again?”
I’d
lived my entire adult life taking chances in my professional life but shying
away from them in my personal one. The reasons to avoid becoming involved were
valid ones, in my mind, and they’d served me well.
But
there was something so different about this man, something that wanted me to
finally give in and take a chance that he wouldn’t be like all the other men
I’d gotten close to. He wouldn’t use me to his own end; he wouldn’t betray me;
he wouldn’t lie to me about who and what he was.
And
dammit, I deserved to have some fun.
All
this ran through my head as he stood, patiently waiting for my answer.
It
really didn’t take much effort on my part to make a decision. With a half grin
and my gaze staying zeroed in on his, I reached into my briefcase and pulled
out one of my business cards. While the driver waited, I wrote my private cell
number on the back of it. There were only five people on the planet who had
this number.
Now,
Charlie did as well.
As I handed it to him, I cocked my head and
said, “Maybe next time we can get through an evening without me needing first
aid or being mugged.”
His
jaw wide smile made my stomach muscles flutter. He leaned in, gave me a quick
peck on the cheek and said, “Where would the fun be in that?”
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Author bio:
Peggy Jaeger is a contemporary romance writer who writes Romantic Comedies about strong women, the families who support them, and the men who can’t live without them. If she can make you cry on one page and bring you out of tears rolling with laughter the next, she’s done her job as a writer!
Family and food play huge roles in Peggy’s stories because she believes there is nothing that holds a family structure together like sharing a meal…or two…or ten. Dotted with humor and characters that are as real as they are loving, she brings all topics of daily life into her stories: life, death, sibling rivalry, illness and the desire for everyone to find their own happily ever after. Growing up the only child of divorced parents she longed for sisters, brothers and a family that vowed to stick together no matter what came their way. Through her books, she’s created the families she wanted as that lonely child.
When she’s not writing Peggy is usually painting, crafting, scrapbooking or decoupaging old steamer trunks she finds at rummage stores and garage sales.
A lifelong and avid romance reader and writer, Peggy is a member of RWA and her local New Hampshire RWA Chapter.
As a lifelong diarist, she caught the blogging bug early on, and you can visit her at peggyjaeger.com where she blogs daily about life, writing, and stuff that makes her go "What??!"
Social Media links:
Website/Blog: http://peggyjaeger.com/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/peggy_jaeger
Amazon Author page: http://www.amazon.com/-/e/B00T8E5LN0
Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/peggyjaeger/
Awesome post, Peg! With everything you had on your plate this year, you still managed to overcome those boulders in your path. You're an amazing source of inspiration and strength, truly! Wishing you continued success, dear lady!
ReplyDeleteMary, God bless you for your kind words and thoughts. I am truly thankful for all I have and all I can give to others. May your day be filled with light, love, and laughter!
DeleteI'd say that's a good list! Wishing you--professionally and personally--a great upcoming year and continued good health.
ReplyDeleteJennifer 0- thank you for being so wonderful ALWAYS!!!!! I am thankful for author friends like you, too!
DeleteWhat a year for you! But you sure are a fighter. You are lucky to have your parents still around. Loved reading about all the things you are grateful for, looking at the positive despite so many awful things happening to you. You're inspiring- keep doin' whatchyur doin', 'cause it's working well for you! Congrats on your awards & keep the faith & your terrific writing career! Bless you & yours, and happy holidays! (-Christine Samuelson)
ReplyDeleteChristine - I AM lucky to still have them. I have so many friends who no longer do and that's just horribly sad. Each day is a gift, for sure. Be well and HAPPY THANKSGIVING to you and yours!
DeleteMy dear, you do NOT sound like you're complaining about looking after your folks. You're just listing the things that are lying on your plate--and it's a real plateful! I admire your ability to keep your sense of humor--which is such a wonderful part of your writing--at all times. May 2020 bring you even more blessings.
ReplyDeleteLaura - Bless you, girl!!!! I remember someone saying somewhere and some time ago, if you can't laugh at something, you'll cry and an ugly cry is never attractive!! hee hee I try to remember that and laugh when I can. Be well and Happy Thankgiving!
ReplyDeleteWonderful post, Peg! I'm sorry you've had such a trying year, but as you pointed out, you have so much to be grateful for. I, myself, am grateful we've connected. Wishing you an amazing 2020!
ReplyDeleteJudith - as am I!!! I love meeting and interacting with my WRP sistahs!!! We all lift each other up on a daily basis. Here's hoping for a wonderful 2020
DeletePeggy, you've endured quite a year and they say what doesn't break us makes us stronger. You are one of the strongest women I know. I've had a similar year personally, but remember what my mother always said, smile and the world smiles with you, cry and you cry alone. At least recent weeks have been good to you and as you said you have lots to be Thankful for. So with that, I'll say Happy Thanksgiving! May 2020 be fantastic for all of us!
ReplyDeleteTena - bless you, dear girl!!! My favorite quote is one from Rose Kennedy, which says, "I trust in God that he will never give me a burden he doesn't know I can carry." Truth!!! Enjoy your holiday season!
DeleteGreat post, Peggy. So many of us are doing our best to honor the wishes of our aging parents--often a difficult balance. May your shoulder/arm situation heal soon.
ReplyDeleteSadira- from you lips to God's ears!!! Why do our bodies have to be so difficult! heehee Enjoy yourholiday season.
DeleteWhat a year is right! Please continue to do what you do so well! Everything! Wishing the Happiest of Thanksgivings to you and yours.
ReplyDeleteCharlotte - thanks for the words of encouragement!! And I wish you and yours the happiest of holiday seasons. Keep writing!!!
DeleteAs an only child myself, I can relate. Now, though, I'm the aging parent who needs help from my only child. It's hard on both ends of the spectrum. But we get by. Best of luck on your new book!
ReplyDeleteIlona- that is the truth!! I think showing my daughter how I care for my parents will instill in her the same show of kindess and love when I need it in the future. Have a lovely holiday season and thanks for being so supportive!
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